Ya’ll- it has been more than a month since I last posted. Wow.
Actually not so much wow. Life has been a roller coaster lately, but in the best way. I haven’t had time to post. I haven’t had thoughts useful enough to post. And, in all honesty, what this space means to me, and does for me, is changing. I’m not sure where we’re heading yet.
But tonight I feel so grand.
Two days ago, I realized I hadn’t made myself a playlist in a year. Not that I hadn’t picked up some new tunes, but I hadn’t made a playlist of where I was at or what I was feeling in the last year. It kind of makes sense- this last year was rough, and I didn’t want certain people up in my energy (and my energy is my music), so the lack of playlists was a very good reflection of where I was at.
But it’s time to share again.
This post isn’t so much a playlist as it is a map of where I’ve been in the last few months, but via music. The little clusters of songs are like dots on the map of my life- places I’ve stopped as I’ve grown in the last few months.
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Mother’s Day and Marriage
People, my marriage is awesome. My partner and I are doing fab; just last night he was sweeping the dining room as we were talking and he said, “You are so perfect for me.” I love our love. These songs are what I’ve been humming since Mother’s Day.
Kat Dahlia | I Think I’m in Love
Falling in love with my husband all over again.
Crazy Town | Butterfly
I’m feeling so free and loved lately.
Depeche Mode | Home
A forever fave describing our love.
The White Stripes | Ball and Biscuit
He sent it to me from England. I thanked him when he got home.
New music that’s rockin’ my hips, my mind, my soul.
alt-j | In Cold Blood
Their latest. I love it. Still contemplating seeing them when they hit town.
Bed of Liars | Violence
I just dig this one. Loud. Very loud.
Coldplay | Strawberry Swing
Actually, old music. But it’s going to be the first song in my “New House” ritual.
The Summer of 7th Grade
No clue why, but I have been reminiscing about the music from the summer of 7th grade. 1988. Probably because I’m packing singles tapes (tapes!) that have travelled from the West Coast and another dimension.
Breathe | Hands to Heaven
Oh, god. This song. Full of my favorite emotion, bittersweetness.
Jon Secada | Just Another Day
I bought his CD as one of my BMG “Buy 10 for 1 penny” offer (along with Montell Jordan).
Richard Marx | Don’t Mean Nothing / Hold On to the Nights / Right Here Waiting
Dedicated to the three boys I desperately wanted to date in 7th grade.
Peter Cetera | Next Time I Fall
When Amy Grant went secular it meant we all could. I used that later when I left the church.
I’ll leave you with this. A seasonal favorite.
The Sundays | Summertime
We saw them on their last tour. They named their daughter Billie. I will always love them. And you will always find me inside this song in the summer.